I always thought I’d get there. I always knew who I was. I always knew who the goddess was. I always knew who the god was. And I could always pick out people who are kind and beautiful like me. I always knew animals were my friends. I always talked to trees. And I always went for long walks by the sea. I am a simple pine girl and a simple jersey shore girl. I am a writer. I am a coach. I am a healer. I am an artist. I am a musician. I am a dancer. I am a yogi. I am a mother. And I love everything that is beautiful, especially you who are reading this with an open heart and an eager activist mind. There is no doubt anymore that we are in the green world. This is the Pan Revolution. And we shall be sacred. And anyone who says anything bad to us when we are being sacred will simply fall away from our beautiful, lush, gorgeous lives. They might be people we have loved deeply. But if they are choosing to be mean and small now, that it their choice. And if you, my love, choose them, you will have made your choice, too. Just like you, I have been brutalized in every way possible. And I am still being brutalized by people who are being so mean all the time. I have no food. I have no money. But I have beloveds in my sight. If you have a gift for breaking through bad codes that exist on the internet friend any of these people. Benjamin Wright Haile. Danny Schmidt. Paul Cureri. Arjan Bouw. Stephen McInnes. Oryx Cohen. Matt Cureri. Alexi Murdoch.